Of Roasting Marshmellows and Randomness

Thank you so much Mei for organizing the barbeque last night.

Might not be as energetic (prolly coz i was ...tired) as sleepovers but we'll have one two weeks from now and i can't wait to see all of you.

You are the people who mean the world to me because eventhough i've not been talking to anyone of you for weeks, i know that you all will always be here for me, listening to my rants and not get frustrated/angry/blah blah. Thank you Ungga's.

I love you guys :)

On an unrelated note;

I don't know how many of you guys know this but Fred and I became an item without going through the friend's part.

Without talking to each other face to face first.

How funny.

Things I Want To Do.

Places I Want to Go / Things i want to do before Fred leaves for the States and I leave for Korea.

1. Sungai Klah Hot Springs 

2. FRIM Waterfalls

3. Any sort of waterfall. Chiling is fine too.

4. Penang and Ipoh for the food. If possible Malacca as well.

5. Fred's hometown @ Pahang for Durian.

6. Mei Earn's house for sleepover

7. Jowee's house for sleepover 

8. Go stationary shopping. (With ungga?)

9. Hunt for nice sexay baju kebaya lol.

10.Get daniel to be checked (CD Drive) ***

11. Get apple care protection plan *******

12. Go to Connaught psr malam.

13. Go to my Sri Petaling n OUG psr malam and have all the junk i want.

To be Edited.

Any suggestions?

What I've Been Up To

First things first,

a picture of my boy and I.

This is the picture where my eyes are smaller than his.

I came home one night around eleven-ish.

Sat down and went onto Daniel.

Wondering why was the light flickering (?)

Looked up.

Mom said she would get a new one for me :S

So now my room is dark and i can't do anything because i would have to turn my side lamp on.

Finals is coming up and i am doing my programming work on Fred's PC using Notepad++.

Referring to codes on my computer.

While watching TV and chit chatting with my mom.

That's all.

Ta.

I wish long distance relationships does not exist.

It hurts.

I miss you.

I miss you so much it hurts. 

My heart aches and tears keep rolling down my eyes.

I hate myself for sounding so pathetic.

So dependent on you.

I feel so empty. its like something is eating me from inside. 

Before i run off and you guys wonder why i have not been posting,

I will be taking a short break.

Until the end of my finals. Or until Fred comes back.

He's gone for three weeks.

And i have to focus for my finals.

So bye.

Probably i'll drop by and scribble a word or two.

Thats what my posts have all been about these days huh?

Tips to Score a Student Exchange Interview.

Tips to Score a Student Exchange Interview.

1. 

First impression is the most important. Dress well. Please don't go for an interview in jeans, a tshirt and slippers. What are they going to think of you ?

2. 

SMILE. Smile and be yourself. Say what you feel is appropriate. And don't use too many ums and ahs. Unless you really can't help it i suppose.

3.

A thick stack of certificates displaying your achievements in life is not necessary unless stated. Or unless you want to scare another person lah. But it is unnecessary.

4. 

Read up on the University and the place where you're going to.

5. 

Promote yourself. If its an english cultural exchange like mine, tell tales of your experience of tutoring, being in student council, participating in any cultural events.

6. 

And lastly believe in yourself and tell yourself you've already gotten it.

And yes.

I've gotten it :)

Rant

We were both lying next to each other side by side.

I gave him the university's brochure and we were reading the requirements.

We talked about what we were going to do in the future.

How we would save money and meet each other.

Then i lost it.

A million things ran through my mind.

I am not sure myself if getting this thing is right.

I want this so bad yet i don't want it.

Fred says that this is not what i want.

What do i want really?

What do i really want to do with my life.

Continue pursuing my degree, learning programming even if i hate it.

Doing something, which.. i have less interest with?

Yes i am happy that i got what i wanted.

But what did i really want?

I just wanted an escape. 

An escape from everything else.

Hopefully coming back with a clean, fresh slate of mind.

Something to start anew..

You are not alone. 

Because i know you have a clearer vision compared to me.

You have the strength, the courage, and awesome friends who goes through with you.

I envy you.

I don't.

Secretly i am afraid.

I am afraid i'll let go of this opportunity and let it slip through my fingers again.

As we were lying here on my bed, 

I knew that days are short.

I knew you were about to leave.

I hate going to airports.

I wish. i wish you can be here with me.

....

My Random Thoughts at 12.34 pm

English exam

Finals

Silla University

Programming assignment

Fred

Jowee and Iman

Sims 3

Memo Writing

Business Writing

Mr L.

Beach

Wii

Long winded sentences 

Essay writing

I hate what im doing in english class

Pendrive. Cover page. Yueh Han and Ju Keat. 

Silla University.

TRANSFORMERS 2

Guess who's going to watch TRANSFORMERS 2 on MONDAY (22nd) !

Thank you Boss Stewie and Nuffnang !

Went to collect the ticket today. Super heavy rain and their office very nice whey.

=)

Sunset at Sepang Gold Coast

My Evening.

Despite my horrible driving with the stick shift,

Despite us getting lost in Sepang for two hours.

This photo just says everything.

I Love You.

Shark Finning - The Cold Hard Truth

In regards to Digi - Nuffnang - Have Your Say Contest.

The shark in the photo has been with me since i was six. Sharkie was given to me by my uncle in the United States and serves as an inspiration for me to go on. 

Today, i am eighteen.

People who know me, will know that Sharks are my number one favourite..

and i would do anything, to stop Shark Finning.

For the previous years, i've done everything. To educate the people around me about this inhumane activity.

I have presented several presentations. 

Boycotted Sharks Fin Soup.

Visited local Aquariums (and gotten stuck in the Shark Tunnel - because i loved looking @ the sharks swim by.. @ Aquaria )

So What is Shark Finning ?

Shark Finning is a cruel act of capturing a shark, cutting off all of its fins, and then dumping it back into the ocean. 

According to FoxNews, approximately 73 million sharks are killed PER YEAR for this sharks-fin trade.

That itself is an absurd number, killing life, just for our pleasure. 

Plus, don't forget, sharks fin is tasteless. which is why we add vinegar to taste. 

People consume sharks fin for the texture. 

Why not something else in replacement?

Now, imagine if you were walking on the street, someone runs up to you, and takes a parang, chops off your arms, and your legs. What would happen?

The same thing would happen to the sharks.

"What ? nothing would happen what.. the sharks grow back fins lor"

The real hard truth.

They sink to the bottom of the ocean.

Struggling for air.

And dying. A slow. and painful death.

"They don't throw it back into the ocean lah.. they take the shark's body and put it on the boat and sell lor"

The real hard truth.

These fishermen almost NEVER take the whole shark as it will take up alot of space on the boat. So the simplest way is to cut, and dump. 

Imagine what would happen in a few years later, if we continue to kill these breath-taking animals.

Imagine what would happen to the ocean's ecosystem.

Stop Shark Finning.

It is time to educate ourselves, and educate the people around us.

Because awareness is the key.

If you refuse a bowl of sharks fin soup, a shark might be saved.

Stop purchasing shark fins.

Refuse it from your Dinner menu's ,Wedding menus.

Start today.

To stop this inhumane act.

The next time you see a bowl of sharks fin soup, push it away .

Start Now.

Tell your friends and family members. 

Two-time Olympic gold medal swimmer Amanda Beard protests the killing of 100 million sharks a year by the fishing industry. A public service announcement from WildAid and Oceana

If you wanna know more about this contest, 

CLICK HERE !

I really feel like i have no sense of programming in my head.

When will i find my true calling?

System.out.println ("Over and out");

EDIT

GOING TO THE BEACH TOMORROW YAY !!

WATCHING THE SUNSET WITH FRED TOMORROWWWW :D